note to self

dear self,


i would just like to let you know that you're ruining my life and i'd appreciate if you'd stop it. you've succeded in pushing away someone who could've actually helped your deranged sense of being. i hope you're happy, and i hope you've got your little amusement. me on ther other hand, i dont find this funny at all, not even a little bit. i'm telling you this because i care. figure out what's going on and do something about it-fix it if you're willing. you may not be able to do it on your own so i'm here to help if you need it. if not, what are you waiting for? get ot it. see if you can get him* back....if your craziness didn't already scare him off. oh....and i know what you've done. i'm disappointed in you. there was other ways you could've handled your anger. hit another door why don't you? i'm letting you know right now that if you do that again....i'm so gonna kick your ass.



love yourself
♥